I return to work tomorrow, and I've discovered a whole new biological clock, one that calls out to me much more powerfully than the traditional one ever did. It's shouting at me, screaming at me, trying to reason with me that there must be a way, there has to be a way, why isn't there any way to stop time, at least for a little while, so I can stay here at home with my precious little baby...for ever and all eternity. I should have been blogging these last few days, because they've gone by way too fast. And I like my job! I can't quite imagine what hell I'd be going through if I had a job I hated or even didn't really enjoy that much. Pray for me.